September 28, 2018
When I’m here, I want to be there, when I’m there I wonder what’s happening elsewhere
There is so much to savour on this side of the world, while I keep thinking what I missed out on other side of the world.
While you are catching up on Netflix, I’m still catching up on life. I don’t get to travel the world like you do and I don’t earn as much as you do. I’m worried that I’m not a part of “the crowd” and I’m losing myself into the “Fear of missing out” oblivion.
I have decided to turn by back against the crowd. Like a Maestro who conducts the orchestra.What would matter from now on, will be my stage, my craft and my orchestra. What wouldn’t matter to me anymore will be “the crowd”.
-Notes to Self
Good post. I can assure you that I feel it too, sometimes.